| Monday, 20-Mar-2006 21:40 |
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the clock is ticking....
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its been a long time since i made an entry to this so-called photo-blogging,I have been very busy since last 2 months, busy with my final year project, busy with applications here and there, busy with thinking over things that i could not even get to decide...yet the clock never stops ticking, seconds turn to minutes, minutes turn to hours, hours turn to days, days turn to years, years ...what else after years???thats life,Imam Ghazali once said, 'perkara yang paling jauh dari kita ialah msa yang telah berlalu'...some are right, dont look at the past, let it go, but somehow we learn a lot from our past...
sometimes i wonder, Allah has given me opportunity to come here, in the land of non-muslims, where nothing is wrong, law is purely based on human thinking, turn away from the law of our Creator...yet somewhow, we drifted, we joined without realising it...oh Allah, forgive me for all my sins...maybe that is why some of things that I have ever wanted could not be granted by Him, bcos He has His own plan for me...things that I might not want it, yet that the best from Him...I am all yours my Lord...
'O Allah, give me strength to carry on, cos I still have along way to go
Give me strong feet, for me to stand on my own
Give me time, for me to seek for Your forgiveness,
Give me tests, so I wont stop asking Your help'
kurniakan kebahagiaan untuk kami, hamba-hamba-Mu yang tak pernah lekang dari dosa,
kurniakan kami rezeki, agar kami bantu agama-Mu
kurniakan kami suami yang soleh, pembimbing kami ke jalan keredhaan-Mu
kurniakan kami anak-anak yang bakal jadi pemimpin agama-Mu
jadikan kami anak-anak yang taat
jadikan kami pejuang syariat-Mu
agar Islam terus utuh di bumi ini sehingga hari kami dijemput pulang....
yet..the clock is still ticking....just like every breath we have..until one day...it stops....
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