this is for you mi.
my best bestfriend in the whole wide world is leaving for UK tomorrow morning.
and god, i am so freakin' sad, i can't stop crying since 5pm. now it's already 1am.

today, najmi and i went out to OU. we went to GIANT and bought some food for him and afterward, we went to FourSkin, cos he wanted to get a flip flop. later on, we went to secret recipe, had a long talk. and being the emotional biatch i am, i started to cry right in the middle of secret recipe. and mi went on "aaa awak jgn buat perangai. dont cry.". a short while later, nurul came and joined us.she was from ikano. and i was like "oi aku nangis da tadi" mi rolled his eyes. and nurul, went like "kau mmg".


after awhile, we went off, i send him off to hartamas. when were in the car, we took pictures of us. and then i started to break down. i was crying like a mad woman. i dont wanna lose him. i mean duh i wont lose him but i dont wanna be so far apart from him. things will be different. i told him that. he then started crying too. we were both crying and outside was raining. so sentimental i tell you.

mimi. we've been close for like 7 years. you are my best bestfriend. there are 4 of my old friends that i will treasure for the rest of my life. and it's you, munna, black and hoyo. because we go way back. i am glad that ive found so many great people now. like ayuni, eryl, nurul, carmen, debbie, intan, za, nadya and a bunch of man's friends.
but mimi, no one could replace you. 7 damn years. those years when we just discovered the word love, when we just reached puberty, when we would blush real bad everytime munna and man made fun of us and our friendship. when you were so cute and innocent. when you would call me during PMR and SPM, reminding me to study. when you called me at 2am every other day just to tell me that you misses me. when you would listen to all my bullshit. when you wiped off my tears. when you were there for me everytime i had my down moment, my heartache, my stress mode. when you bought me hot nasi lemak after i told you i was hungry at 3am. when you called, and you were down and were asking for help. when we laughed at each other for being silly. when you made me blush. when i made you blush. when you called me just to tell me there was a mtv awards or just some tv series and asked me to watch.when you switch the radio channel and suddenly AKON's lonely was aired and both us looked at each other and smile. when you hugged me and told me that nothing will change between us. when you told me that you love me so much. when you told me that you dont want to see me hurting no more. when you told me that you would call, and you did.when you kissed my forehead, and ask me to take good care of myself. when i was drunk, and you called me to make sure i was ok. oh and when you will laugh eveytime i said "memang tak ar".and when you always talk to me softly and in 7 yrs, you never ever once shouted at me,or cursed me or even say any bad words whenever you talked to me. i will miss every single thing about you. and i am missing you already. and you know what mimi? what i will miss the most about you? when you called me, and the 1st thing i hear would be "hey d, awak buat apa tu?" or "hey d, why are you so lansi?" or "hey d, i miss you so much, whr r you?" and you will end up our daily call with "d, take care of yourself ok. apa apahal call saya ok. mwah"..................

so tell me now, can i find you replacement? NO WAY.
even if i could, i will never ever ever ever want to.
and that's a promise.

please take good care of youself. dont be naughty. (ha-ha)
dont play around when study is concern. and keep you promises.

thank you so freaking much for being the bestfriend in the whole wide world.
thank you for being there.
thank you for being you, my perfect mimi.
i am so glad that we've found each other.
we are and will always be bestfriend no matter where you are.
and as i promised, i will always be there for you.24/7.
oh and im so proud of you for passing all your papers.

sayang mimi so so freakin' much. everything will be ok.
and remember micheal bolton's how am i supposed to live. mwah.

hugs and love,
your one and only d.