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| Friday, 6-Jun-2008 06:42 |
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...my prEc|OUs...
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oh my...how do i start this entry? 
let's start with this...
   
THESE... are MY PRECIOUS...
and what i did yesterday?? It may shocked you (and a friend of mine called me 'POMPUAN GILE'), but know what? I NEARLY KNOCKED BOTH OF THEM DOWN WITH MAMA'S FORD! yup, you read it right, ME! ME, THIS CRAZY WOMAN!! how STUPID, CARELESS, A**HOLE I AM! F**K me!! Pleasee, be mad at me. Curse me. I am. 
the story:
i want to reverse the Ford which was originally situated in the porch, while my precious were walking to our Citra outside the house. The plan is to move Citra at the Ford's original place and the Ford is to be parked behind Citra. Why? Coz our Citra is due for services and hubby want to send it today, so I have to drive Ford to office (Sebab aku 1st skali kuar dari rumah tuh, park le as the first car to exit).
So I went to the car, insert the key and wait for those bleeping sounds to stop while standing OUTSIDE at the driver's area. The bleeping sounds stopped and I turned the key to ignite/start the car. All of a sudden, the car REVERSED (Being manual, my dad always put the gear in reverse mode whenever he parked and he was the last person to move the car inside the house)! I panicked, tried to hold onto the car door while STILL standing outside the car, yup, OUTSIDE but failed. The car moving back, hitting pots of flowers, and the wooden shoe rack. When it hit the rack, I was pushed into the car, scream and I reached the hand brake but it was already up! The car still reversing and it nearly went to our main road... I am totally blank.
When I scream as I was pushed inside the car, my hubby heard and looked and to his shocked, the car was moving towards THEM! When it finally reached them (yup, it did!), my precious were an inch close from the car and he was at the ideal position beside the driver's. With the door still open, and me dangling from inside the car, he reached for the keys and pulled it off! It stopped. Finally. Our daughter cries. I am speechless. And trembling. Like hell. Everybody's - Bapak, Adik, Aiman, Kakak - out. Me crying? Not yet.
He went to the co-driver's door, open it and yelled at me. He gave Dafineh to Kakak to bring her inside as she was crying. Bapak came, checked out on me. Everything's fine. My feet ok, I can still walk. Hubby came, and I yelled back at him. Please, you don't want to know what we yelled to each other. I cried? This time, definitely. Bapak calmed me down, asked me to go inside.
Inside, I cried. Hubby came, consoling, checked out on me. My feet were fine except for some bruises here and there. We were ok. I went back outside, looking back at the damages done - Flower pots were all around, some broken; the shoe rack were turned 90 degree from it's original position due to its hitting with the door; The car? Well, here it is:
dented.. and also another part at the bottom of the car's door (x leh nak tunjuk sebab gambar x clear).
There goes my elaun memangku for next month... pheww! 
But then, when I reflect back, everything was so incidental and as Muslim, we must believe in qada' and qadar. Everything of "What If's" came into my mind like...
1. What if my precious were seconds late?
2. What if my precious were seconds faster?
3. What if dafinah were in the car with me and not with hubby instead?
I don't want to state on the answers, you, readers can think.
But the unimaginable may happen... And I will NEVER forgive myself. Never. Ever. Not in other life.
So, this entry is to remind ME of my precious... how they really ARE precious to me... what if i don't have them...anymore??? And to also remind you of your precious. Don't ever dream of being in my position last night. And don't ever think of it.
But then, all in all, it reminds me of what my driving instructor ALWAYS reminds me during our driving lessons THE FIRST SIX THINGS TO DO WHEN YOU WANT TO DRIVE(tu la, hapal untuk exam je, baru padan muka!). Hmm...don't really remember what they are but some of them are :
1. Adjust seat comfortably;
2. Check/ Position your side mirror;
3. Check/ Position your rear mirror;
4 & 5. .... and FINALLY;
6. FREE YOUR GEAR!
Don't never ever forget that! Ever. Even if you're Michael Schumacher.
p.s : aku kalo marah, terus tulih omputih! Hamik kauu! and sorry for this long entry readres (tapi FP aku kann, suka hati aku laa!)  (me & me) and yong, thanks for coming and visiting this POMPUAN GILE!
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