Today... hadeef 6 mths old & 1st time send him to baby sitter. Last night can't sleep well. Pening memikirkan hadeef n aryssa (risau actully). Yesterday dah kena cucuk (sure moody). Me & hubby was on leave today. Nk arrange the kids & perjalanan harian (at 1st I'm the one yg kena send both of them) But lepas kejadian hadeef tak tau dok diam n dok merengek sepjg jalan, hubby decided that he'll send all of us early morning b4 ke pasir gudang (kesiannya... sure penat!). Our journey will starts at 6.30am... oh dear!!!