I'm worried shitless. That's what I do best I guess (I'm a natural worrywart) I know for a reason caring too much has bad consequences. It comes to a point where you've worn yourself out and no matter how hard you try; it just doesn't come to you like it should. There's a certain level of lagging in between each sentence or action; as though the connection has failed or the circuit has snapped beyond repair. I try to reconnect but I am lost
People says that it is important for you to find your inner self so you know even without all these connections, if one day you had to stand on your own; you will be able to survive because you know who exactly you are. yada yada yada, let's give it a shot shall we?
"Exploring myself, one rock at a time."
So, how are the rocks in your head today? Mine are clunking around up there. Well, it's hard to know who you really are when all your life you've been molded to be at certain way. And the real you are just dying to break free, but in the process sometimes you accidentally break the mold that you've become and you feel empty. Further emphasizing the factor to find yourself in that sense. I guess everyone would feel this way at some point in their life but certain people have always been adjunct to someone or something else that they do not know who they really are.
