Salam....
betulkan title tu?... mcmana ek... Abah Cha will leave us soon...1 mth from now...memula dulu masa Cik Abe ku ask my opinion about this... i'm e one that give him full support... time tu x pikir pn mcm skrang nie... actually we all discussed abt this b4 get married... tp e chance not there... bila dh ada anak nie baru la dpt...2day pegi for 2nd int. ... lepas solat jumaat... hubby call...saje xnk ckp...buat2 pusing citer lain...padahal dia tau kita dok tunggu e result... skali dia ckp...dear i'm in, early april...gulp...rase nk jatuh lak jantung bila dgr... mcm xnk kasi pegi pn yea...
Abah Cha sebenarnya dpt better offer to Dubai... for 2 yrs..(maybe 2+1 yrs)... maybe around this coming April...memula dgr dpt offer tu really happy...pastu bila duduk and discuss byknya benda nk kena settle n of course e quality time for family very limited after this... mula la sedih sgt rase...mcm xcaya pn ada...
Lepas nie kitaorg kena le pindah duk Kg. Pandan dok ngan my parents ... xnk la duk kt Puchong ...tkt apa2 hal nti payah lak...
td lepas tunggu Cik Abe amik kitaorg kt umah Nenek (baby sitter) terus ckp kt nenek tu...psl this offer... sedih jer muka makcik tu... tp nk wat mcmana...tu la for a better life... byk benda kena sacrifice... sedih..cian kt nenek tu pn yea...br jer makcik tu ckp dia xnk jaga budak yg sorang lg tu.xlarat...xnk dgr ckp...buat darah dia naik jer... makcik tu ckp... tup tup kitaorg lak ckp psl hal nie... dh la makcik tu dok sensorang...
Now...i'm in e mix feeling... happy..worried...sad...semua la... dok pikir mcmana nti kt sana boleh ker dia manage makan pakai dia... (w/pun kt sini xdela selalu masak) hehehe...tp nk pikir gak...risau kn health condition kt sana ...coz my hubby senang kena flu n sakit gigi...n bibir dia senang betul pedih kalu xsihat...risau mcmanala keadaan kitaorg kt sini without him...me especially... alisa kecit lg xpe...dia xtau lg...luckily my parents kt sini... xdela risau sgt... happy sesgt coz this is what dear hubby dream come true..chances to a better life....
Mcmana nk controll my sad feeling... coz dia ckp...i'm not accepting e offer letter yet... e decision could be change...coz dia berat hati bila tgk wife dia sedih...dia risau tkt org lain ckp dia lari dari tanggungjawab....alhamdulillah! both side of e family happy... n gave full support...mcm my Abah ckp...kena korbankan sikit utk our own future gak... kena kuat semangat...
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku ...kurniakan lah aku & suamiku kekuatan untuk tempuh kehidupan baru yg akan berubah nti...AMIN...
