For the last month I've been busy not sleeping ( I mean sleep well as usual), catching up on some sleep, changing nappies, and also I have been busy loving the little munchkin, kissing and cuddling, and singing. Danish seems to like my voice hahhaha.

So yes, my baby Muhammad Danish Aiman was born on the 3rd of January 2007 at 7.52am, after 12 hours of labour which was really x1million painful huhu. I thought he was never gonna come out! When I felt the relief of giving birth, wow it was indescribable. Alhamdulillah. I don't think I will feel the same feeling of relief in any other moment in my life. It was great eventhough a bit trauma for my future second baby hehehe... but of course still dream a deliver a baby girl...but maybe not that soon.. let Danish big enough to have a sister and his mama have mentality inner strength to deliver second child huhu

He is really cute even eventhough he is screaming and crying, but most cute when he give me a sweet smile while talking with me.

We are deeply in love with Danish. When he smiles, that is the best feeling. He's more aware of our voices now than a week ago. He laughs in her sleep and it is absolutely adorable. I wonder what is so funny. It's amazing a 1 month old baby- that was when i first heard his laugh- can know what is funny and what's not. Babies are clever like that. His cheeks are getting chubbier everyday. He is perfect in every way.

I am very much in love with my Danish, I tell he all the time. I hope and pray we gonna have a great mama and son relationship when he's bigger. I want only the best for my Danish. During the day he does not let me go, always wanting to be on me, and he sleeps longer on me,

Sometimes I feel I can't wait for he to be a bit bigger so that I can play with he, and have he talking and walking, but I keep telling myself don't wish my life away. So I am taking each day one at a time, I am.

It is a wonderful life and I am happy like never before. Zam, Danish and me, we'll make it through together. Thank you God for everything. I am deeply and truly grateful.

Yours truly
Irma Idayu Ramdzan