mak wake me up this morning..and said " ajam..bangun..hepi besday!"
what a surprise morning..mak told me..when i was born 26 years ago..that day is chinese new year..and these day..we still in 2nd day of chinese new year ..hmm

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I myself do not believe in explaining anything.

im 26's..dont have work..only freelance around..dont have car..dont have a house..not married..blur all the times...thinks deep inside..and blablabla..Any time I got in emotional turmoil, I felt sick all the time, like at any minute I would die. It's a weird feeling because the life is so unpredictable. I was never very popular, so I guess I was sort of a loser. I try to give my all whenever I feel something is important. I don't know but I'd definitely like to grow, as person and an actor. I guess I'm a little charmed. I never thought this would happen so quick.

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Not even analysis, by itself, can transform you. You must still do the changing yourself.

i would wanna say thanks to Lynda for make myday..our day..
special thanks to wanniey..for sponser the cake!
and also..to eira..karipap ko sodap..(without her..im lost!)
friends!..families..relative..and so on..

p/s: There's a lot of reasons you can think of to say why you act, but I can only say that it just felt good. At the same time, it felt really painful. It's still troubling and stressful to me.